So I just want to curl up somewhere/with someone and cry. Meh. Worst part is I don't even know what's wrong... I just feel so completely blah.
More than anything, it's probably a combination of not being wanted for a summer job, not being wanted for a semester job (didn't get the job, obviously), not being wanted in general, and the homework I have to do this weekend.
Speaking of homework, I should be finishing up the 213 buffer bomb lab right now. The last part is worth 5 points. I have a good idea of how to do it. I'm just... not doing it. Blah. Stupid stupid stupid stupid me.
So I have combinatorics to finish tonight... then tomorrow I will go shoot film for my photo assignment due next week... and then I have to do more combinatorics, 18100 homework and prelab, 80180 homework and 312 homework this weekend... on top of studying for the 213 midterm on Tuesday. Blar. It's not that much (I've had the same amount of work pretty much every weekend so far this semester), it just feels like more crap on top of everything. Meh.
Blah. I'm tired but I don't want to sleep. I have homework but I don't want to work. I just want to sit here and do nothing, which I guess is why no one will hire me... and angst, which I guess is why no one is interested in me.
Blah, I wish I didn't angst so much.
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