Wednesday December 31, 2003
PPA is dead
It is now 12:19, so it's technically tomorrow. Here's an entry.
What follows is a letter I sent to the school board following the informational chat.



Today we heard about the decision to combine PPA with McClintock and implement changes per the original proposal.
I realize that this was not your decision, and I also realize that the decision cannot be repealed or anything, but I would just like to share with you some quotes. These quotes pretty much summarize how everybody is feeling right now.

"...then this school has been a lie... then we've never been a school... we';ve been an institution that screws students over and messes with their minds!"

"my life has been messed up all because I fell in love with a school that never existed"

"and to think we could all be back at our home schools hating ppa like everyone else... if we didn';t feel the need to respond to that flyer about ppa.."

"the single decision to go to ppa has screwed us over. we could be at a normal high school living a hormal teenage life without playing political games"

Person A: "i firmly believe that 2004-2005 will be an awesome year"
Person B: "awesome for who... for the new students who never knew us... who never knew what it once was...all of us that fought so hard for this school... that loved it for what it meant to us... will be gone"

These quotes were the general consensus of the PPA population tonight, and they, quite mildly, express our sentiments on the matter. We've grown sick of the ups and downs of the battles--emotional difficulties that students shouldn't need to endure for a right to keep their school. I'm not expecting a particular affect of this email, I just thought it would only be right that our voices be heard.

I hope you realize that, because of these changes, PPA is doomed. PPA will cease to be what it was meant to be, a change that has already started. One of my friends said that she is looking forward to this change because there is nothing else left to hope for. Nothing else to put our faith in. We have hit bottom, and all that can happen is that we can improve.

Well, maybe.

But we will have lost forever what we were.



Pretty much, in case you didn't hear, the entire proposal is being implimented. When we won that night at the board meeting, we won nothing more than the right to exist for four more years. The format was up in the air for admin to decide. And, of course, Buchanan is an admin. So, the result is the latest (and successful, since this can't be repealed in any way) effort to crush PPA into nothing.

The main points of the "proposal:"
-We will be ranked
-We will not have any admin or a counselor
-We get a "director" of the program instead
-PPA curriculum is now available to all other schools freely
-We are a program under McClintock

Results:
-Ranking us hurts all students who have not cared about grades for the past three years, simply content to try their hardest at challenging classes
-No counselor means we go to MHS counseling, and so we get nowhere
-No admin means there's no one truly in touch with the students and what we need. Also no one in touch with the original goals of the Academy. So we are slowly smothered into McClintock and silenced.
-A director is basically an admin with no real power, and so nothing we need to get done gets done.
-Curriculum being available freely means no one wants to come here if they can get the same thing at their host campuses, so they won't and PPA dies
-All these changes mean instability meaning the parents of current kids pull those kids out and PPA dies.

Mark my words: this is the end. After our current freshmen graduate, there will be nothing left of PPA except a few titles and the curriculum. Everything we fought for the past three years will have been obliterated forever.

Edit: Well, I'm getting reports back from the meeting. Apparently, we will not be a program, but we will be degraded (to use your words, David). Mrs. Boles moves to district and a director takes over control of PPA. The director answers to both Mrs. Boles and Mr. Serrano. Basically, we're still our own school, just with an indirect admin at district level. And this format can't be touched for four years. Well, at least it's not completely bad.

And Mr. Perkins, if you're reading this, thank you. The rest of the board too. Apparently, even though your hands were tied, you were still able to get something out of it. Thank you for standing up for us. Honestly, thank you.


Comments:

just heard about the proposal today...and its f*cked up...now im already leaving, not much i can do...but still, doesnt change the fact at how sorry i am about this mess...still, everyone at ppa should fight...i dunno how, but im gonna try despite my leaving, just dont let this go without being heard...do wutever you need to...i kno everyone at payne truly wants the school and everything...its not right wut happened and the whole mess that is currently there...jsut dont go without being heard and forcing the people to see what their actions will have destroyed and all

Posted by: Sri Lankan at December 31, 2003 12:25 AM

THIS IS SO FUCKED UP. SO FUCKED UP.
FUCK SHIT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCKERS STUPID ASSHOLES HOLY FUCKING SHIT. STUPID FUCKERS. ;ALWKEHTAWETGALWKYHWKLUEGA
There is no amount of swearing that would explain how STUPID this entire thing is.
;alhgalwehtgauiwyetgahwoiuethuioawhegahwehgawha;owieruaoweua
LAME.

Posted by: Janet at December 31, 2003 12:44 AM

welll guys.... i went to the meeting this morning..and here is the result
1. ppa will have a program director
2. staffing allocations will be adequetly staffed... and that goes for counseling as well..
3. ms boles will be the direct of gifted at the district level and the director or ppa will report to both her and mr serrano
4. ranking will be left up to dr adolph, (assist super) and ms boles, mr serrano, and the new program director
5. gifted standards will be in place by the 05-06 year as guideline for the other campuses... they can choose to offer the courses if they like at that time
soooo... basically that is it..
the new program director will be named when we get back... and we will proceed with registration and preparations for next year..

i know you all feel that ppa is crushed... but i hope you will have just a little more faith.. and see it through till next year... classes, teachers, and morale will be great!!

i love you all... you are the reason i look forward to going to work in the morning... and i hope to see all your smiling faces in the years to come...

Posted by: DANNETTE at December 31, 2003 10:38 AM

What the fuck is wrong with MHS anyways? The classes that PPA offers will still be there. Oh no, it is the end of the world because now we will be considered MHS students? No wonder they call PPA students elitists.

Posted by: Jesus at December 31, 2003 07:25 PM

those who leave disparaging comments should be also brave enough to sign their name to them.

Posted by: janel at January 1, 2004 03:32 AM

Nothing's wrong with MHS, it's just that the entire spirit of the PPA will be gone. Bleah.

Posted by: Alam at January 1, 2004 09:51 AM

To "jesus"

If you haven't been in PPA for the 2001-2003 school years, you really have no right to call us elitist. If you haven't been in PPA for those years, you wouldn't know the struggles and overall crap that we had to take, okay? So lay low or lay off.

Amanda

Posted by: Amanda at January 1, 2004 09:59 AM

All I can say is that Perky rocks! As long as he is on the board, we have a decent shot at getting our voice heard. (and it getting listened too!)

Posted by: Josh at January 1, 2004 08:15 PM

BUCHANAN IS THE DEVIL IN A VERY POOR DISGUISE AND HIS STUPID PROPOSAL IS WRECKING OUR FUTURE AND I AM WAY TOO ANGRY TO COMPLAIN ANYMORE ABOUT IT

Posted by: Erin at January 2, 2004 02:17 PM

To Jesus:
It's not being considered as a MHS student in itself that's a bad thing. It's what it stands for, what will result because of it, that's a bad thing. I can see your point and even shared it earlier on, but being ranked as a MHS, MTP, CDS, MDN, or any other school's student hurts all students. For those of us that care about our grades, we bump down the host school's students. For those that don't care, we are screwed cuz it's probably too late to change our GPA. So ranking is a lose-lose situation.
Like Amanda was saying, if you weren't there, you don't know how special our experience has been. If we officially become MHS students, it's a sign that we have lost the battle, and who likes losing? I don't speak for all, but most of us already consider ourselves both PPA and MHS. We participate in MHS classes and activities. So for most, the official note that we are MHS students is symbolic.
And for the others that it's not a symbolic loss? Well, from my knowledge, they would rather be solely MHS students, were forced to be at PPA, or don't care about the title and care about the other aspects of this controversy.
But that's just me. One of 123.

Posted by: Michelle at January 2, 2004 04:34 PM

Whoa man I am sorry I got so worked up on that last entry! :o
And 'Jesus', I agree with Michelle and Amanda, making us 3 out of 123.

Posted by: Erin at January 4, 2004 02:18 PM

Want my freaking two-bits?!?!? Here it is, right here read it and weep.

Posted by: Jennie at January 8, 2004 06:46 PM

Meh, sorry. No html supported in stupid little box. (Damn you Alan). Go here:

http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=eleuthera&nextdate=1%2f8%2f2004+23%3a59%3a59.999

Okay? My bad.

Posted by: Jennie at January 8, 2004 06:47 PM

Listen up all you PPA mutha fuckas, you all are a bunch of fuckin bitches who all get fucked up the ass and like it! What a sorry bunch of fuckin fucks who ever fucked. I will cut off your balls and feed them to my dog, who will then shit on your mothers' faces. Fuck you, you fuckin pansy ass fucks!

Posted by: Fuck PPA at January 28, 2004 11:51 AM

um, didnt you already post that?

*Cough* DUMBASS

Amanda

Posted by: amanda at February 16, 2004 05:20 PM


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